くちづけ

this pretty much sounds like perfection, if you want my opinion.
aish, god damn it, ryutaro, why did you have to be sick when i already had bought concert tickets????!!! *laughs* *sigh* at least you got better quite quickly, let's be happy about that.

so, i've been thinking. i really dont want to leave.
i cant imagine living by myself and working all afternoon.
in a different country. for months. without the love of my life.

the point is: i dont want to go alone.

but if i stay here...what am i gonna do for months??
it would pretty much be the same as always and...i dont know, maybe a change would be good.
maybe .
i just wish someone could come with me.

i feel so lonely today!;W;
mother didnt even call me to tell me she wasnt coming back tonight
and since i'm not talking to my younger sister, of course she wouldnt tell me she wasnt
going to spend the night here. so...
yeahp, alone *groan*
i really miss someone right now. way too much