i've made up my mind
i've finally decided
but i didnt do it on my own
almost everyone around me helped in some way or another
and i already knew the answer myself,
what i wanted to do
[tell me the truth and a lie] he says
but...we have so many half lies and late truths making the past hard to see
that now all i want to do is be honest.
truth is...i noticed this morning, when i was having a shower and getting ready for school
there was an imaginary conversation between me and aiko
just trying to explain to her something i didnt understand quite well either
but i do now
truth is...i know what i'm lacking right now
it's always been there, but at the same time it comes and goes
the small and brightest jewel in my life
i just imagined it. red, a beautiful shade of red.
