Rain~*

sometimes i wonder if im wrong. *bitter laughter* well, of course, thinking otherwise would be quite inappropriate but…what i mean is…i love her. i really do. but i know that right now there’s nothing solved, i still need time to improve and be the person i should be, cause i just a few days ago i realized a few of my mistakes. you know…a few moths ago i read this theory that said you can die of a broken heart. i thought they were exaggerating until this friday. something weird happened and i felt a really hard pain in my heart, like something straining, stretching to its limit, trying to escape from the inside. and it’s been like that all weekend. and no, it wasnt a heart attack *smile* it was a photograph. *shakes head at self* just a pic.
ps: if i were you, i’d watch that vid.